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My Soda ParkI rolled over and groaned. Sunlight shone in through my bedroom window. My alarm clock was screeching in my ear. My hand felt around until it hit the annoying box and slammed it down on the big button straight through the middle. I cracked one eye open and looked at the flashing red numbers. Crap. I needed to get up. I couldn't be late for work again. I went through my morning process half asleep. I grab my bag and headed out the door. I locked it then turned at the sound of my neighbor's voice. He walked out of the apartment across from mine.
"Good morning Nikki!" he said with a wave.
"You have to work today? I thought it was your day off?"
"It was but the boss man called me last night and said Kate was sick so I needed to come in today." I sighed and shook my head.
"Dang. Well I'm sorry about that."
"Thanks Jason. I got to get going. I don't want to be late again. Bye."
He waved as I walked away and I gave him a smile. I liked Jason. He was like a brother to me
Rose Outside my DoorWhen I think about you and I
When I think about wow time sure flys
When I sing this song late at night
I remember all those nights we stayed out late
on all those dates
I wonder why you left that night and
left a rose outside my door
I've never heard from you again
It's been three years since then
If you ever came by again
I wonder If I'd let you in
If I ever saw you again
I feel like I would cry
I don't really know why
If I had been the one to say good bye
would you have been the one to cry
Even still to this day I wonder why
you left me behind
without even a small goodbye
just a rose outside my door
Flame's BeliefFear throughout the night keep people watching
The flames blaze longingly throughout the night
The people watch the sight with a wanting
The flames give off a brilliant warming light
The silent prideful cries can be felt strong
Don't think about what else is going on
Why do so many people think it wrong
While others sit and watch it until dawn
Is it so diffrent from your own beliefs
The one diffrence is they are standing up
They are giving a good sigh of relief
You judge and give up like a new born pup
Stand up and let your own beliefs shine bright
Even if others don't think it's right
It hurts too muchI'm really not in the mood for this today.
I swear its getting worse.
I'm sick of him talkin down to me and him yelling at me.
Am I really that terrible?
Do I atcually diserve this?
I truly wanna know. It kills.
It ticks me off!
I'm starting to believe him!
I am a whore and a hoe even though I never leave the house
and I never talk to anyone. I'm stupid.
I'm an idiot.
Just look at my grades.
Everyone hates me.
Yeah I know.
Everyone acts the same as you.
Yeah I know.
All the guys avoid me.
I know! I know! I know!
You don't have to repeat it every five minutes!
I'm not in the mood for this today but once again I'm gonna take it.
There is no point in fighting back when it will just make it worse.
Why do you keep yelling louder?
My ears hurt.
My ipod won't turn up any louder.
Stop it! Stop it! STOP IT!
Stop laughing at me crying.
I'm not doing it on purpose quit yelling at me.
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
Will you please stop?
My heart hurts.
My eyes have run out of tears.
What's the Point?Everyone claims that if there was a way they
would go back in time and change some things.
Would you really? Stop and Think.
If there was really a way to go back in time
to change something would you do it?
All your mistakes, your sorrows, joys, laughs,
and cries made you who you are.
Good or bad they changed you.
Happy or sad they claim a piece of you and make
it thier own.
Your past made you.
The you You are now is the you You were meant to
Why would you want to change that?
Why would you throw away the you that someone loves?
Sure there are those that hate you, fear you, or
ignore you but there are also those who love you,
look up to you, and listen to you.
No matter who you are
What you change
or how you change it
You will alwas have people who love and hate you.
What's the point in changing yourself to please
someone that hates you now when it will hurt someone
that loves you now?
Tell me. Explain it to me. What Is The Point?
RageRage against Enemies.
Rage against Pain.
Rage against Loss.
Rage against Pain.
Rage against Fear.
Rage against Yourself.
Rage against Mistakes.
Rage against Failures.
Rage against Regrets.
Rage against Outsiders.
Rage against Desire.
Rage against the Diffrent.
Rage against the New.
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